out of touch / miss you



we are so out of touch aren't we...

our relationship did not age like a fine wine, it aged like milk instead. i miss you. i miss you a lot. we were better than this, we were much more than this. most of the nights i reminisce the times we spent together. but, novadays i feel like i am not there, you are not there either. we both grew apart from each over time. this situation devastates me.

distances definitely did not help our case aswell, they only helped us to become more distant. things could have been much better if it weren't for the distances. but it was unavoidable.

i don't feel like i did my part, i made a lot of mistakes, i neglected you a lot, maybe i did not want to acknowledge that the cute person grew up to be something different. i am deeply sorry for everything. i feel awful. i will fix this, it's still not too late. love you with all my heart. sorry for not being a good brother.

you are turning 18 next month. i am still awaiting for the day i can buy you a beer. we are closer to that day more than ever now.