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He got the action, he got the motion
Oh yeah, the boy can play
Dedication, devotion
Turning all the night time into the day
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i actually had another pieces written way before this one, but got the feeling that this should be my first one to be published here.
because this one is the reason (also chatgpt) that this website is up and running after 3 years.
the thing is, i have went through a rough patch lately. looks like im totally over it though. i lacked motivation, i was missing any reason to get out of bed. i was a total mess.
life seemed pointless those days. after a long-ass bicycle ride in the north coast, i got my shit together. i don't know how and why
but i even did quit alcohol (at least drinking on my own, not gonna quit social drinking). the depressing
thoughts occuring at evenings are just... gone. i do not get it. i am even better than i used to be.
what happened to me? what was my problem for all these years? did going through dark times solve it all? i will
never understand. but the part i understood is that i decided there were so much to experience and achieve in life.
to start, this website could be completed. and if i were to elaborate, just think why did i name the website as forever young studios.
i forced my life to change by associating with outside hands to make me oblige to several continuous events. well i mean, bilkent will not let me go
until they see me complete my studies and a****** (company name) will let go of me if they do not see me there. and i also paid upfront to sign up for some courses,
so the guilt of wasting money should force me to take action. stingyness can come handy sometimes huh?
right now, i have big decisions awaiting me and their outcomes really make me wonder. what will i ever become? this one question excites me. my penultimate goal
is to open up a bar just before my middle age crisis times. but life is a long road and you know what they say: it is not about the destination, it is about the journey.
guess i have a long drive to see what is waiting for me.
if you are reading this, you are probably someone i know personally. you will always be welcome to relax and drink a few beers at my bar. don't worry, it's on the house.
i have not decided the location yet, but the name is already set. as you can guess: forever young. i gave it another thought just now and i still think it's a pretty damn good name.